I'd give anything to be dead

Why does no one understand how much I hate life? They keep shoving their shit in my face about how I can't kill myself because life gets better... newsflash it really doesn't. I want to be dead so much, I'm so done with the world. I wish people understood how I felt and just let me die in peace instead of nagging me about staying alive because another day of life is another day of suffering. That's cruel treatment of people if you ask me