A Sobering Revelation

So, I just finished having a pretty fun time with a cool girl I just met recently. However, I realized, when it was over, I was disappointed. At first, I thought it just meant, hey, maybe don't try to hang out with her again, or don't try to go for it, (I had considered the possibility of dating her or something along those lines), and was kinda just, overall a bit down about it. However, I realized something; it's because porn and masturbation has lead my mind to believe that guy+girl=some sort of sexual contact. I mean, sure, I would if given the chance, but, this is the first time hanging out, and shit like that doesn't normally happen unless it's a hookup, or a date. But, PMO has lead my mind to think that that type of thing happens all the time; anytime you might have contact with a girl you kind of like, or even sometimes with a girl you don't like, a part of you expects something to happen. And, I did, to be honest. And looking back, there have been several times in my life where I was expecting things to spontaneously happen in unrealistic circumstances. And it's all been because my mind has learned to associate girls with sex, and not much else. So, starting today, I'm going to work on breaking that thought process; don't let unrealistic expectations prevent you from having fun with someone of the opposite sex, because even if you have a great time, if your brain is trained to expect that sort of behavior to just, happen, then the funnest day can be a possible let down.