Working a Retreat Tomorrow!

Tomorrow I'm leaving to work a three day spiritual retreat for my highschool. I'm giving a talk about how P&M affected my spirit, relationship with God, and my life in front of around 40 people. This is the first time I opened up about this since when I went on this retreat myself almost 6 months ago. Since then I've made a lot of progress, and preparing for this retreat made me even more focused. I used to at least MO every day about 7/8 months ago. Now I'm only PMOing an average of once every 5 days. I'm on an 8 day streak (lol I'm too lazy to reset my badge) right now that will end up being 10 days by Sunday, and hopefully won't end. Recently, I asked a girl to my Junior prom (she said yes). I wouldn't have even thought about doing something like this before. My social skills have increased significantly, and muscle gain has been a lot easier (I'm still not very muscular but the point is I've made progress). While I'm on this retreat, a girl I had longtime crush on, and asked to a dance earlier this year (she said no), will receive a letter from me. In this letter, I'll thank her for opening eyes to my sin, and apologize that I wasn't the man she deserved (to be in a friendship or relationship with). I'm going to tell her how I felt about her, and ask her to be my friend. This journey wasn't just for a girlfriend, becuase I'm still not close to getting one, but it was also for God. I'm filled with joy and courage from God. Thank you guys for being here all this time and thanks be to God for all he's rewarded me with.