Fuck postpartum me and taxes

I just found out I accidentally marked us as exempt from state taxes shortly after the little frog was born. And that was 18 months ago. So now we owe, like, a LOT of money to the state. And I'm so fucking stressed. I mean I don't even know what to do. Obviously we'll have to pay the taxes, and though we can afford it, it sets us back so much.

God I'm so depressed. Husband refuses to seem concerned about it since we have the funds to cover it and fuck our savings I guess? Like, better not lose your job you complain about because that's what the money was for -- an emergency fund to keep us afloat for a couple months. Not taxes.

We're so terrible at managing our finances, too. I'm trying but I'm failing. And I'm the only one trying.

Fuck. I need a beer. I need several beers.