Omega male with Aspergers trying to break out of FA status

Hey all. I am a fear-ridden and shame-filled 20 year old Omega man who fears even looking at a woman for fear of being called a creep. I am 5'7", 140 pounds, bench 180 squat 250 deadlift 300. I believe my Aspergers makes me fundamentally repulsive. In spite of that, women are giving me very strong IOIs. How do I proceed? How do I move forward without repelling them? Last time I went out with a woman, she ghosted on me after the first date. She went out with me out of politeness. Should I just resign myself to a life of celibacy as a ForeverAlone or is there hope for me?