One word not enough too much

One statement made and I’m not fighting enough, a thousand ones laid and I'm fighting too much.

The confliction displayed leaves one confused and burnt up.

For what choice does one make between not knowing and knowing, Enough.

Once more blamed, for not being made up, but how could one be made without knowing their thoughts.

See the truth being said was not good enough, but truth being the one thing I never fully got.

One statement made and I’m not fighting enough, a thousand laid and now I’m left with, “So what”

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