Update to previous thread, https://www.reddit.com/r/gayyoungold/comments/4hq0gv/need_advice_dont_know_what_to_do/

So here's an update to my previous thread that I posted on here, https://www.reddit.com/r/gayyoungold/comments/4hq0gv/need_advice_dont_know_what_to_do/. So I spent time again this weekend with the same guy, this time we met in the middle (I only drove 2 hours this time). He agreed to this as he has been wanting to see me again after last time. I got us a hotel room for the weekend. I got to the hotel first and he arrived about an hour later. When he got there, I noticed he brought a gift bag for me, just a tie and a t-shirt. The room only had 1 king size bed, no couch or sofa bed. Our plan was just to go out for dinner and see a movie. However, the weather was bad so we decided to stay in and watch a movie on the TV inside. He went on the bed and I laid next to him; next thing I know, our faces met and WE WERE KISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!. You guys were completely right from the previous thread, this man is gay lol. My heart was beating so fast and I was so nervous. I had an idea that he wanted to make a move on the bed from the way he was laying there. We were talking and kissing; I was still in complete shock. I never imagined in my entire life that I would be making out with my high school teacher who I had a crush on for so many years. It was everything just coming at once, so many emotions, so many questions. We laid in that bed for hours, making out and talking, it was fantastic!

At the end of the night, we turned off all the lights in the room and he eventually went down on me. It was amazing and hot....I couldn't believe that this was even happening. As I'm typing all of this, I am still in shock. This man was a very conservative type of guy, slacks, dress shirt & tie, love guns, very Republican but, here he is giving me the most amazing oral ever. I really did not expect this side of him lol. (no offense to anyone's political view). After I came in his mouth, I then proceeded to go down on him as well; I had always fantasized about this when I was in his class lol, it was everything I expected and more.

The most important thing about that night was our conversation. He told me he was looking for a "long-term" with me, he told me he had dreams about settling down with me. He said he would move in with me in a heart beat. I didn't know how to feel about this, I haven't seen this man in over 10+ years....it was just all happening too quickly. I still don't know how I feel about this, do I love him? I do believe so but, I don't know how it will work out. By the end of Saturday night, I slept in his arm and it just felt "right"

I had plans to stay for tonight as well (Sunday night) but, he had plans for tomorrow so he was not able to stay for another night. He did make plans to see me again soon, and I am just thrilled. I am so glad that it happened the way it happened. He told me he wanted to kiss me that first night that we were together but he said he was too nervous. I feel like I have just found my future husband, and I look forward to exploring this relationship with him.

Thank you so much to everyone from the previous thread who gave me the courage to just go for it!