38[M4F] - I often crave a FLR where we're both strong people

I don't want to overthink this, so here goes:

I'm a strong guy. I have a good life; my career is something I actually pursued because I enjoyed it and I've done well for myself. I'm a leader at work. I don't smoke. I'm debt free and finances are pretty tight. I'm fit and eat well.

I'm smart and capable and have a very strong personality myself.

This isn't all to advertise myself. I'm basically just saying I'm not a shitshow of a human being and I've done well in life and a large part of it is because of my drive and confidence.

That said - I still think I'm submissive, but not in that mewling, emasculated sense and I think that's made it very hard for me to find a dominant woman to be with. I'm looking for a partner as much as a leader; I don't want a parasitical relationship to her power, I want to bring my own power to the relationship knowing it'll click just fine because it's yin and yang.

To me, a female led relationship isn't about reflecting my self-hatred back to me. It's about standing back and being in AWE of women. WOMEN. And saying "god damn - that is impressive and amazing" and feeling a sense of respect. Then naturally wanting to connect with it because she's a leader and inherently good at it. "You lead because it wouldn't make sense otherwise."

The mental connection is important to me. The physical matters, too - but I'm more into what sex represents than specific acts. Without the mental connection, even the best sex feels like pantomime to me.

I am not hyper specific about looks. Attitude is most everything, but I guess I love intense looking brunettes if anything. But even then it's because of what they're conveying.

I don't know what else to say. Either this will resonate with someone or not. If it did, lead. :)

EDIT: I just realized I picked the worst name ever for a throwaway account. I'm not cheating; I'm a single guy.