24/M - Looking for some company in this lonely world.

I'm copy/pasting one of my older posts because I think it does the best job of explaining what I'm looking for:

I'm socially awkward and anxious and I have a really hard time with small talk as I do nothing with my life and feel like I don't have many interesting things to say. However I do better with deeper conversations about feelings or hypothetical scenarios or anything that makes me think or feel something.

I'm just looking for a few things from whoever I talk to. The first is that you don't mind being open and honest, as I feel weird opening up to people who stay closed. I don't need or want a therapist, just someone to converse with. The second is that you don't care what the person you talk to looks like. I have low self esteem after years of negative experiences both online and in person. I don't mind showing you what I look like, but if my appearance matters to you even in the least, we might not be the best match.

The last thing is that I open up to females best. I feel like I can talk more freely without being judged. I have one male friend and no female friends, so I'd like to meet at least one female through here. I don't care about age or anything else.

If you got through all of this post and consider messaging me, thank you and looking forward to hearing from you!