School is about to end in a few weeks.

And I don't want it to end. I have no friends. I just hang out with classmates during school, then after that I just sit on this chair, refreshing reddit every 5 minutes. I'll ask and get asked on stuff like Facebook what we have for homework/upcoming exams, and that's what I use the FB chat for, just smalltalk with them.

I'm 16, soon to be 17. Never talked with girls. It's probably my appearance : I'm skinny and with acne. I'm on my 9th week of acne medication, and no progress. My mom says that there's improvement, but you know moms - they will do stuff just so you can be happy.

I'll finish this year with a B grade (4 out of 5), so I'll have a bit above 80%. My mom said if I get 90% that she would buy me a new phone, but why would I need a new phone when I don't even use this one. I mainly use it to listen to music and to browse reddit when taking a shit. Rarely texting/other social media stuff. Even if I tried harder there is just no way that I can get 90%.

There's 1 guy who I'm "friends" with. He moved far away and visits my hometown couple of times per year. We both know that our friendship is bullshit. Most times when I text him he just texts back with the "Lol" , "Funny" "Wow" responses. I can feel that he doesn't want to talk, but I don't know why he has said to me that I don't text him enough. Ugh...

Another year went by, and I am yet the same person I was from the previous year. Still haven't had a kiss, a girlfriend, a real friend. Next year (junior) I'll have my classes with another group. I'm hoping to meet friends then. If not, college is the last stop.

I can write a lot more, but I think it's enough. Thank you for reading. I've got no one really to vent to and I thought why not do it here. You are the ones who can understand what I'm going through the most.