I cry too much

Im a 33 year old man ive broken up with my only long term partner 18 months ago and i cried all day for about a week after and then started taking anti depressents and seeing a counseller, dats in the past and only took meds for 9 months and about 8 counselling sessions.. not too sure if any of it helped! Thing is im a very emotional person but i find myself watching silly things on tv and im crying, like if bart aimpson passed an exam to some sad song! My ex was very tough and in no way shared my deppresive nature maybe she got sick of it, like anyone dies i cry and she would ask me why with disbelief. I come off as a tough guy strong built and not afraid of anyone maybe seen as a tough guy but i may go home and cry after a confrontation as i feel bad for the other person. The point im getting at is i dont feel i could hold down a relationship again because im tearful most days and tearful watching stuff anyway emotional. I cant watch a few youtube videos without feeling sorry for then people or happy for them and im in tears .. what the fk is wrong with me!! Ye depression im sure but surely der is a way of controlling this