june 7th.

I realized that it's coming up. It always sneaks up. I feel like it's gonna be a weird year. I'm scared. 8 years ago completely changed my life. And it still haunts me to this day. What they did altered everything. The way I act, I'm afraid to be alone, the people I surround myself, caused my vibes on people to be stronger, who I trust. I'm scared shit less of the dark. I'm afraid of so much. 8 years later. Cause of two stupid boys. Two boys who decided they wanted something from me and took it. Why though. I was fully dressed. I was dating their best friend. I wasn't flirting with them. No girl ever should go through this. I just want to cry right now. I feel gross all over again.