Genderqueer but want to look like the opposite binary sex

So I'm an AMAB, and I always saw myself as a man and woman at the same time, which is why I'm so glad I found the word "genderqueer." However, sometimes I really wish I looked more like a woman. Right now I just dress in women's tops and jeans, I paint my nails, and I shave my body hair regularly. That helps for the most part, but I think about HRT and SRS from time to time.

Anybody else feel the same?