my dog, my world just died.

I was thiiiis close to doing it before. I am out of town for a friend's graduation and my mother is or was I should say watching my dog. He wasn't sick or anything. Apparently he was laying down and started bleeding. By the time she noticed he was gone. He was the only thing I had. The only thing that kept me here. There is no way to go on. I can't. I'm done with this world.