I wanna go into the "Dark Web"

I'm a /person/ ish A bit troubled a sort of satanist. I heard of the Dark Web, now.. Dark Internet, Deep Web. I'm a curious /person/ My suicide date is on the /age/ and I have little people. If anything, would anyone like to help me? Anyone who has at least seen the sites and all.. . I wanna enter the Red Room. Have I said that I was new?