Been trying to get clean for over 2 years...

After being a Heroin junkie for 5 years i was sick of always being broke an generally being a shitty person w/ friends an faimly... So i started taking methadone and that help ALOT with getting my life together but after taking it for 2 years i was fucking sick of having to show up there every fucking morning.

So i went to my DR to get suboxone and took it for about 2 weeks. I stopped taking them on may 25 and have been feeling like crap... After not sleeping for 3 days i took some xanax hoping i could sleep but instead i went to fuck it mode and relapsed...

TWO FUCKING YEARS off hero and i fuck it all up -_-