Goddamn It, I think I'm in Love

I want to talk to her but I've had butterflies in my stomach all day. I'm not usually like this, I don't do big emotions or attachment but she makes me happy just to think about, makes me smile to imagine and makes my heart race to hear.

FUCK I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH HER.

Theres something there, it was there at the party. Sure we were drunk but she kissed me, she kissed me hard, she put my hands on her body and she slept in my arms. She's just so far out of my league though, she's so beautiful to me. I can't be more than a 6 and she's a goddamn 10, as fickle as that sounds.

To me she's just stunning and I should think to everyone else too. Her body was just unbelievable and I've always thought her face was perfect. But more than that its her smile, her stupid laugh, how clever and quick she is, how she'll work until 1 am unless someone goes in and stops her, how she'll chase her dreams into the dark of the night just because she wants to.

I really think I love her and at the very least she seems to feel something for me. I know this is corny and stupid and I genuinely don't mind if noone sees it, it just helps to get it out there.

She makes me so happy, I wish I had the guts to talk to her about us.