An accident happened today near me and i need to share to someone without actually sharing to someone

We were at a small water park and at the opposite side where we set up, a bad accident happened in the water.

Two kids aged ~7 who didn't know better jumped from a trampoline one after the other and the latter hit the former hard once they reached the water. No one knows what happened to the latter, but the former lost consciousness after getting out of the pool and walking a few steps. They tried resuscitation, but the child apparently died on the way to the hospital.

Why i need to get it off my chest? Because i was there and it saddens me and annoys me that it happened and there was nothing i could've done. And now i can't help but think that out of all the people there, many old as hell, why was it that the not even a decade old kid was the one who had to go?

It pisses me off that we live in this kind of world and that we're so powerless against it. I'm angry and sad, raging and depressed, and i really fucking hate the world right now.

Frankly though, i'll be fine after a while, i know that. However, this kind of acceptance disturbs and disappoints me.

I am sad, so very sad. And i am angry, so very fucking angry. I really hope i'll one day get to meet the creator of all this shit so i can bitchslap them with everything i have.