Sucked my first cock :)

Hi long time lurker I've been on here nearly every day for a year watching all the amazing content trying to work up the nerve and today it finally happened. I let a man throat fuck me then cum in my mouth. Not sure how I feel about it yet there were definitely good and not so good parts. Anyway don't really have anyone I can talk to about it so I thought I'd share it with you gurls as without knowing it many of you have helped me get to today with your videos and comments sincerely thank you. Any comments you have would be appreciated as while I enjoyed giving head Im still a bit confused buy it all. Thanks hope thats not all to boring. xx