The Road To Recovery- I wrote this after making one of the hardest calls to an old friend in my life

The road to recovery is not that easy.
A path so hard that's what it leaves me.  
A time to see things differently.  
A mind so fragile it's never breezy.  
But I guess that's part of life.  
That's partly why,  
I went to a side and closed my eyes. 
To escape so that I can survive.  
And pray that I will live a life  
Of satisfaction.  
No sad reactions.  
Keep myself in continuous action.  
Be proactive and live life to the fullest.  
Grab life by the horns and just pull it.  
This world I live in,  
Tells me to give in.  
Simple times we are no where living.  
It is everywhere.  
I'm living in it.  
I try so hard but I never fit in.
I'm holding on,  
Falling for so long.  
The things I thought were right were just so wrong.  
I question myself,  
Where do I belong?  
It's just another day where I fight to be strong.  

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