It's been one of those days..

I woke up depressed and I'll probably go to bed still feeling depressed. I've cried off and on all day due to my loneliness and I keep thinking of everything which makes me feel even lonelier. I guess the main reason why I'm like this is because I'm fearful of drifting away from one of my close online friends. We used to talk like every day for literally a year and we're not just close friends, we're like siblings. The last week we've barely talked at all but we're still on really good terms. I've told my friend I miss them and they told me they miss me back, but it still makes me really sad.

I have no friends outside of online and the only people close to me are my parents, so yeah, it's just one of those days where I think a lot, cry, think a lot, cry, etc. Hopefully tomorrow'll be better for me.