Back at it - Day Uno

I have left this sub and most of my resolve to combat this addiction these last months. Needless to say, things went shittier as a result. I have managed to ruin a lot in such a small window, but then it's pretty much the story of my life. I need to find the drive to live better, I can't spend half the day looking for porn, jacking off, and the other half depressing about me relapsing. Life might be depressing, it might be tragic sometimes, but porn and masturbation are an even more depressive and darker side to it, it's not helping, it's like a drug addict getting his dose, one sec of relief, and then eternity in the limbo of hell.

I am in the most vicious circle and I need to break it down NOW, that starts by humbly coming back here and be open about my failures in life and fighting this terrible addiction.

So here it is, my fellow fapstronauts, we meet again, I need your energy!

I will make a thread every day for the first days, to start me up and share my experiences and hopefully get some support as it's badly needed.

Tip Uno : if you like asmr, don't fucking watch it, I have realized it has been the starting point of many of my relapses.