Had the weirdest dream/experience – possibly ME related ….

A little background on me: I have been on a spiritual journey for the past 2 years. I strive to live my life by being a service to others. I live by the creeds channeled in the Law of One. According to some, I have all the symptoms of someone awakening to what - I am not totally sure. Ringing of the ears...a massive fire in my belly to discover truth.

Last night I dreamed my home was being quarantined with me in it. When they were coming in to my home it had seemed I had been hiding out for a while and then finally given up. I felt somewhat relieved. A tons of weird things here – a nurse came in and I remember her features, I don’t really recall from dreams of remembering how people looked. After she took my blood – there were about 3 different doctors – she said, they are not telling you something about your blood – it did something really weird in tube – I think she said something like it like jumped in the tubing. She seemed like she was not supposed to tell me that and she looked kind of scared. I remember a white guy who looked to be maybe a psychologist came in and asked me some questions – I remember feeling uneasy about him. I was told that I would be monitored 24/7 and my food would be made for me. I remember after all this had transpired trying to lay down and go to sleep then in my sleep (dream) I felt I was laying on my stomach and hands came up from under bed and went into my stomach and did something weird to me. I felt myself squirming screaming to leave me alone – it felt like what I have experienced before, a phenomenon called sleep paralysis. As I was really waking I actually felt/heard a scream in my throat a voice said help, help me and screamed. I typically write my dreams whenever I can – I did get it up and write as much as I could at the time. It was a little after 2am…this morning.

Before all this transpired I remember being in a large mall just like daydreaming. This is odd for me because I am no longer a mall person and I don't roam around day dreaming.