I Really Need Some Help.

Hi everyone so ill keep it short. Basically a few months back I had a Ovarian cancer fear because my period did not show up for a while and I googled symptoms.

After a OBGYN visit I got over that fear. Now however Ive been having some problems. I always think I have fluid in my tummy since thats a sign of the cancer. It started with bloating (I have IBS-C) and urinating a lot. Turned out I had a bad UTI. Well the UTI is gone and today, and because of a bad bout of IBS my fear is very bad today.

Ive noticed that my tummy has been feeling bloated and hard in the mornings, well since I have not gone number 2 in a while (a week) I thought that was it. Well today my bowels had enough and started REALLY hurting but i could not go to the bathroom! I though oh great its a mass or something blocking my bowel (thanks anxiety) and I took two medicine cups of milk of magnesia. Well less than 10minutes later I was going. But then I began to feel sick to my stomach as well an threw up.

Now when I lay on my side I can "feel" the fluid in my abdomen, or so i think. I keep touching and prodding because Im so worried! I even noticed when I press on my right side by my hip I hear gurgling water noises sometimes. Im so afraid that the fluid.

I cant even sleep or do anything because m so hyper focused on this