TIFU - High at the psychiatrist

Before I start the story i need you to know this about me:

Former cannabis-”addict” which led to depression

Depression is returning - am i bipolar? - that is way i want to see a psychiatrist obviously.

The last weekend i have been working for a disabled guy. He has been using CBD-oil for a long time and talks greatly about it. It led me to get curious about how I might benefit from eating the oil. I mean., the oil can cure cancer, sclerose, depression and so on (some claim). All which makes it a wonder drug, taking into account that is also has no side-effects at all!!! (..some claim) I need to buy it, now!

I buy my oil. I go home and take the 5 recommended drops of CBD oil and leaves to fix my bike. Slowly I start feeling relaxed and are really enjoying myself. I feel as is the sun shines a bit clearer, the tool is my toy, and the bicycle my wounded horse which needs my full attention. Shortly after fixing my bike i leave for the psychiatrist. It is now i realize that I am high. I recognize the feeling of anxiety i used to get before i quitted weed. My mind switches from anxiety to joy. The sun feels so warm, the wind against my skin as i race through the streets excites me. I am high AND on the way to the psychiatrist. I am pondering. What an absurd situation. I start getting nervous again.

I decide that i will tell her how i feel and that I am high. A decision that calms me a bit. At the session we decide to postpone the ”therapeutic talk” about ”my situation” to the next session because of my buzz, even though I at the time felt ”that i could represent myself”. We laugh and the anxiety fade. The room is filled with light and beautiful paintings. Being high at the psychiatrist is not as bad as it sounds.

After the session i return to the shop where i bought the oil. The shopkeeper tells me the oil contains 0,02% of THC.

TL;DR - Takes too much CBD oil before going to my first session at a psychiatrist. I did no know it contained THC. Gets high and goes to the psychiatrist.