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Almost 90 days into nofap

For those of you who dont know, SSA stands for same sex attraction. Also, my counter is wrong, it is suppose to say 86 days. Half a year ago, I was convinced I was gay. I was not christian at the time and I was addicted to pornography. My disgusting habit lived in the darkness, but it was affecting me much more than in those secret moments. The fact was, people couldnt find out about my addiction, I was too good at it, I had been practicing for nearly 7 years. But SSA was seeping into my real life. I looked at boys and girls differently ever since I stumbled across gay porn about 2 years ago. Anyway, I dont know how it happened but I made my way into a bible study group. The second time I went, I heard of a guy named Paul. While Paul did not face the same struggle as I did, his story inspired me. I decided to continue in studying Christ and the bible. It took me a while, but I realized that porn was, well, bad for me. I found this subreddit, stumbled for a bit, and here I am. In addition to being 90 days into a streak, I am 90 days into my new life. I am growing stronger in my faith, I am noticing God's gifts for us and I am becoming a man. I am learning that my lust for men was not true, I was misled by satan. I also will not deny it, I have accepted myself. I was addicted by pornography, I thought I was gay, I saw both men and women as sex objects, I was broken, I was embracing the desires of the flesh but now I am found, I am strong, I am loved by God, and I am saved. Thank you all for your help and God Bless! Everyone can do it, but you must ask for strength from God.

Posted Aug 29, 2016, 11:27 PM UTC

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