Worst Day Ever (rant)

Well today was my first RE appointment. I get there to find out my RE shares an office with an OBGYN. Pregnant women everywhere and loads of kids. One person asked me how far along I was because I'm not showing. I'm in tears and tell her I'm not pregnant, luckily she didn't try to talk to me again After what seems like an eternity I get called back and he breaks the news that I had a chemical pregnancy (I was around 11 days late so my OBGYN did a blood test) and that makes me 0/2. So I'm crying and he's trying spin this as a good thing and explains our game plan.

I get all of my prescriptions and our schedule for our upcoming treatment and go to work because I stupidly didn't ask for the whole day off. The entire day everyone kept trying to cheer me up and trying to get me to say what was wrong. Then a friend of mine walks up and hands me her baby shower invitation. I think I need junk food and bad TV now.

Sorry about the rant, guys. I just needed to vent so bad