Insecure about boobs

Ok so I came to bed last night and my husband was looking on his phone and he said let's look at before and after boob jobs and I'm like why? He's like we'll you said you wanted one (this is true I do want one) and I'm like well... ok so my thought process from that moment on was it's different when I say I'm insecure with my boobs and want to get implants to make myself more self confident than it is for my husband to basically suggest I get boobs.... talk about making me feel like shit.

After we looked at pics he wanted me to massage him and I knew this was gonna lead us to having sex but I did it anyway to please him. I thought to myself I'm really insecure about my boobs right now I'll just keep my shirt on so I won't think about it. We start to have sex and he insists that I take off my shirt. I told him no I'm insecure and he's like your being rediculous... after kinda going back and forth while he's literally fucking me I gave in and he took off my shirt.

After we were done I wanted to cry bc I felt so ashamed of my boobs and him seeing them. I kissed him goodnight and told him I was going to go type in the living room which means I'm upset and I need to get it out without saying that directly. So that's what I did and now here it is the next day and I'm like wanting to absolutely avoid getting undressed in front of him or him trying to have sex with me or anything...

I don't really know what to do in this situation because I don't want to torture him but at the same time I want him to respect that I'm insecure and not insist that I take off my bra.