41 [M4F] Looking to explore my submissive side

I started my journey into the lifestyle by submitting, as it seemed like the best way to learn at the time. The experience taught me a great deal. Perhaps the Domme I severed was too strict, or perhaps the bad ending of the relationship soured me, either way I was left convinced that I was not a submissive. I have identified as Dominant for twenty years since, but lately I have been reconsidering that stance.

So now I am very curious about my submissive side and I humbly seek an open and honest discussion about submission with a Domme. It is my sincere hope that this discussion will lead to me reengaging with my submissive side. I have come to believe that I convinced myself to suppress my submissive nature, not that it doesn’t exist.

Some of the topics I would be curious to discuss include:

• Power dynamics
• Orgasm control/denial
• CBT
• Ass play

I truly appreciate you reading this post and look forward to an enlightening discussion.

The aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly - that is what each of us is here for.