Don't Do Acid While Stressed

I've done acid a handful of times, and I've never really had a bad experience. So when the opportunity came up to do it the other day, I was like "fuck yeah, lets do it." The problem is I've been going through a transition period lately, and I've been pretty stressed about it.

I made it through the first couple hours pretty okay. I think I was still just riding high from my last couple good experiences, but then the "winding down" period came. Once I had a second to sit down and let my mind wander, I guess some part of me drifted to what's been going on in my life lately.

I have never been filled a more pure unrivaled sense of absolute fear. It wasn't toward anything in particular. I just felt like I was about to die or something. I tried talking through it with people, I tried thinking deep to try to find a way to relax myself about everything, I tried partying hard to distract myself. Nothing could stop this shit.

In the morning, after getting a good nights sleep, I just felt empty and depressed. I felt like crying, screaming, something just to get the emotions out. So, I don't think I'll be doing acid again for a bit. I hope this convinces somebody to wait a bit before going on their next trip.