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Posted Oct 22, 2016, 6:28 PM UTC
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I'm extremely inactive lately. I guess maybe i'm in a depressive state. I'm slowly becoming a creature of the night due to Seroquel hangovers during the day. On the bright side, I lost 6 pounds so far by switching from Zyprexa to Seroquel. I'm happy about that. I'm currently being treated for high triglycerides and blood pressure. I'm hoping since I switched to Seroquel these problems will resolve themselves as Zyprexa was very hard on my metabolism..
After taking two weeks off of school because of being in the institution, I go back on Monday...I'm fucking terrified. I just feel like I don't belong. Successful grad students don't get institutionalized. They don't hallucinate, get paranoid, and try to kill themselves. I'm just never going to make it. It's hard to keep trying when i'm so alone. I wish I could just go back to the institution and stay there...
This week has kind of been an ass to me. I have been taking welbutrin and it makes me really tired its for adhd so .... kind of counter productive id reckon. I have been having heaps of trouble staying awake all day. I am sure I'll be alright though!
Meh, I'm the usual. But my sleep schedule is seriously fucked up. Back when hurricane Matthew was a thing, I stayed up all night enjoying the wind and the rain. I finally just went to sleep around 7am or so. Ever since I've been getting to bed past 3am. I regularly sleep 12+ hours a night so that doesn't help. I have to work and I just can't sleep in till 4PM or later and be productive. Fortunately for now I can get away with it.
Been having a lot of visual hallucinations lately out of the corner of my eye. Not so much auditory like I started out with, but every now and then I hear my name called out. That's just about it, really.
Long week. Had a come to Jesus moment a few times. I'm more sad than I had fully realized. Which is a bummer. But I am dealing. Feeling kind of sick today. :( so not so great. But chugging along.
Keep chugging along. Great days will come :)
Being sick is no fun! I hope you feel better soon!!! :)
Thanks. Just feel so uneasy in my stomach. I feel like if I just threw up I'd feel better but yeah I don't want to puke. So there you have it. Haha. Just kinda lounging today
I totally hate that circle. I cry every time I throw up so I hate it but sometimes I really have to question if I should or not. Haha I hope lounging helps you feel better! Not a problem.