Had alot of dumb shit going on lately thats made me rather depressed. Need to get myself together and start progressing my future but mannnn its hard sometimes. I love a few drinks because I can relax somewhat and try to enjoy life in the moment.
GODS BLESS
Posted Nov 11, 2016, 11:44 PM UTC
Yo dude, how old are you?
I'm pretty young and life can seem like its in a depressing state for small reasons, such as having a bad day at work, even though I have a better working environment than my other friends that are the same age as me.
Just keep your head up and make sure you make tomorrow a better day than today!
Im trying my best out there man! Im 24 just turned. I just feel a deep dread looking at my future.
I'm only 19! ah!
Where are you right now, whats your current job? What do you get up to in your spare time? Maybe it's time for a new hobby?
Yeah it could be. Im trying to get myself back into fitness and playing piano and everything. I currently just do temp work so im always looking for a fresh job so i can stop with the factories. I basically have to stop being a pussy and power forward but sometimes I wonder if i should either just off myself or flee to another country or something hahah.
I've always struggled with my weight but since the start of this year I've lost 54lbs! :D
When you get back into the swing of fitness you will find it easy, trust me!
As for jobs, just go for it, don't hold back! Waiting will only make you feel worse.
Wanna rant?
Not sure how much good it would do. Basically spend my time at the moment looking after my mother cus my rents are doing well together anymore. I hsve alot of debt from school but jobs are scarce in the town I come from. Not alot of friends or people around im kind of stuck. I just want to be a success or at least HAPPY consistently but I cant even find a steady girlfriend and most of the my friends live in the city. Its all my fault because of my decisions during my time in school a few years ago but it doesnt make me feel any better that I can own my situation so to speak. I honestly jist cant make enough mondy to get my shit together again. Its exhausting and i jist need a change but im not sure how to attain it.
I'll be honest, that really sucks. But it's okay to just let it off your chest. I'm not here to give advice other than sometimes you just have to embrace the suckyness. Then when shit decides to slowly get together it makes it worth it.
Cheers!
Thanks for listening bud!