2meirl4meirl when finals approach
Posted Dec 6, 2016, 12:57 AM UTC
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when I wake up
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Chin up, there are always new depths left to sink to.
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Tfw you spent weeks worrying about not being able to do any work at all, and then the actual night of the exam comes and you start revising at 3am in the morning when the exam is at 9 am, and you start regretting the fact that you didn't start earlier because look you can actually do some school work, but then you realise you are wasting time that you cannot afford to waste because its already 5 am, so you work again and you feel a bit better because you are productive and you start to think you can at least pass or get a decent grade, and after luring yourself to a sense of false security you take a short nap, then go to the exam feeling you did well, and then you get your results back and you just passed, as in literally got the minimum require score to pass, but you still feel disappointed for getting the grades you got despite not putting in any effort, and you cry the whole day away but then instead of trying to fix the problems in the new semester you do the same thing like a stupid piece of shit, someone who knows what has to be done, what the consequences are for not doing them but still not doing anything about the situation, so you fall into a routine of not being able to change, and crying every night about it.
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midterm on Wednesday... at this point it's like "i know what i know, cramming isn't going to change much"
dead inside. might as well be.
at least i'm not crying in the library...
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If someone had to write a news article about my life
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having any shred of hope
are you on the right sub?
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You think that headline is about finals?
Well, good news, you're nowhere near the real despair
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Me too thanks