Big step for me but such a small thing

I've picked out men's underwear and I'm just waiting to be able to afford them. I'm more excited than I feel I should be. I've decided to take this a step at a time. Underwear is first. I'll know they're there. It's my first real step to any kind of transition I may make.

Today I also tried binding again, and was frustrated when it didn't work any better than before. Being a G/H cup makes it difficult at best. I have to wait until after my breast reduction surgery before binding can be effective, which is frustrating. At best (if the doctor and insurance both approve surgery) I'll be able to start binding at the end of summer or this autumn.