My first true experience with Gran Turismo

I used to hate this fucking series I could never get into it and I sucked at it I got Gran Turismo 5 a couple weeks ago to give the series one final chance I guess I was too young to understand when the series first came out it's not an arcade ricer and with me being older and more mature I fucking love the series now it's so ridiculous I want to do everything perfect in this game now get perfect times get all of the license and win every single rice I'm sorry for my spelling please don't judge me I have autism in fetal alcohol syndrome Im sorry I just wanted to give my thoughts