[Drama] I love this game so much. but due to some issues about my pc i decided to quit

ive been playing since CBT2 and since then i fell inlove with the game,but after 3 months i quit the game because my pc cant handle the all the requirements needed, so when all my friends said the game is so good with the new changes i decided to come back to the game, im playing this game roughly 8-10 hrs a day and every seconds counts, but i cant do so much about the game, im enjoying it so much even tho, i need to wait 5-10 to load it, 1-3 minutes to load the terrain when im running/horse, World/field bosses even tho i died a lot due of 1-5 fps, but last night when im doing zarka ive waited it for hours staying beside zarka's spawn point so i dont need to load it when i just arrived so i dont exp the sudden drop of fps, but when zarka's health was below 10% the game crushed (stop responding) so thats it i decided to quit this game cause its not good for my health im building up my stress :(

EXTRA: Ive already tried all the solution ive found here, i even reformat my comp just for this and still the game are the same all my settings are low, i live where BDO is ban so its still a lil bit of hassle when im trying to log in which is not a problem at all, and i have a job but im working not to live or support my hobbies. im working to support my family.

THANK YOU DAUM GAMES AND ALL THE BLACK DESERT PLAYERS AND STAFF.

I PRAY THAT ONE DAY I CAN PLAY THIS GAME WITH ALL OF IT POTENTIAL

Sorry for my english

Edit: my pc specs http://puu.sh/u6xLs/86b775c207.png