Does Madden Put Anyone Else in Just the Worst Mood?

I'm obviously a glutton for punishment, but I can't think of anything I do on a weekly basis that puts me in a worse mood than MUT and Seasons h2h. Work, wife, life - all good. Lose two - three games in a row in madden to the cliche player and I want to rip my hair out and stomp around like a 2 year old. Feeling a little optimistic, why not rip a few pro packs. Pull zilch like always and once again just want to punch a baby in the face. Why do I continue to play when I KNOW the odds of me leaving the game happier than when I started are rare. It's only this game too. Started playing it less and less and playing Final Fantasy 15. Wife thinks it's "teenage emo" but it is relaxing vs the definition of insanity that is Madden ultimate team. This is my first year playing MUT and I can honestly say it is my all time favorite and all time least favorite year of madden in my 30 years. Can anyone relate?