Improve on what?

-George asked so here is my answer.

Improve your mental health by going to therapy.

If a doctor decides that the best thing for you to do is to transition and you decide to do it then you are backed by a doctor.

If you cannot transition because your dad will disown you, then you gotta go to therapy to make your mental health better so that you can graduate and get a job. (Georgemitch: but koolloser, I hate what I am studying and I'd hate to get a job in it) Everyone hates working. Everyone. People have to work because they have to, they need a roof over their heads and food. You do it cause you wanna move out to get a sex change surgery or a wife/husband.

If you don't fix your mental health. You won't have any of that EVER. Depression is just a cycle that keeps eating your sanity. YOU HAVE THE HELP YOU NEED. DON'T WASTE IT. When I was 15, I needed help so much but I had no money for meds so I had to wait till I got insurance through my job to get help.

About that girl: This girl don't like you, not because she is older but because she has a life with children and a husband. You're wasting your time even just talking to her.

Scenerio 1: You are dude, who wants a wife and kids. They won't fall from the sky. You need a job, ain't no girl on this world who is gonna get together with a loser with no future that depends on his dad.

Scenario 2: You're a dude who wants to be a girl. (Georgemitch: but Koolloser, it will be difficult to find a woman to impregnate) Okay so you wanna have kids? YOU STILL NEED A JOB EVEN MORE. Also there are men that don't have trouble with chix that had dix so don't worry about it.

Don't worry about any of either scenarios right now. YOU CAN'T form a relationship when you have so many mental issues.

Ps. If you don't finish school, you can still get a job, but you may have to work harder than others.

You are not thinking realistically, because you're going through an early life crisis. And oh boy, I've been there; the suicide attempts, the victim complex of the world is against me and everyone hates me. The obsessing over someone. (Don't worry folks I never followed her to class or anything beyond a creepy text confessing my "love" that makes me cringe every night).

This is a crisis that you need to fix by going to therapy.

You're gonna keep posting here and we are gonna keep telling you to get therapy.

Tl;dr: get your shit together so that you can actually have the life you want.

Anything else that other couldstayers(🙄) wanna add? Also my apologies for shit grammar.