I literally got triggered by my grandmother...

Last year I was having Easter dinner with my family. My grandma was talking about her doctor who she said was "so handsome." I know that the words of a 75 year old woman about attractiveness may be skewered but the doctor who came in after him said something about how she was sad she didn't have "Dr. Scrumptious." I don't know anything about this guy but I'm imagining his life and its killing me. I'm sure women fell over him in med school. I'm sure he had many threesomes. I'm sure he has a teenage son who is doing the same thing: being tall, handsome, and having lots of group sex with multiple women. I hate myself and I hate him, too. And of course he's rich since he all the confidence because of his looks so he was able to strive. He will never know what it's like to be us.