how P_rN is insidious even for the least affected

I have been addicted for a while now to it. It has not destroyed my attraction to g_rls, I still have a very very strong d_sire for them. unfortunately I let myself think that I was okay, little did I realize until today that P_rn had not destroyed my attraction, but P_RN had destroyed my sense of self shame, I still feel shame but only usually for other people, not after PMO and not self-shame. And honestly this leaves me in as much of a bad place as someone who is not attracted to real g_rls. Don't fall into the trap.