Son, Im sorry.

Tonight I left. I no longer felt welcome at what was my home. It hurt alot. I know it hurt my son more. I know hes out there, still thinking of me, wanting me to come home. I cant yet. Not until this is all fixed. Your mom and I have had a lot of issues, and all I can do is try to give her space. Im sorry if it hurts you. I hope I can come back soon. You called to tell me you missed me, and I could hear your tears as you said goodnight. You even got mommy to send me a picture of you. I know you miss me, and I know you love me. I love you too, and want to come home soon. Be strong for me, I'll try to be strong for you. Im thinking of you still...