torn between the path ive chosen and the path im dreaming of pursuing

21 years old, PASSIONATE about life and all the awesome shit in it. I joined the navy to get myself off the fucking floor financially. So entps and the military = bad mix. at least in my case. about a month into school post-bootcamp, and ive been getting some intense feelings to get the fuck out of here, and make music. no idea how i would even make that work. fuck i dont even know exactly what im asking here. im in a pickle. i suck at being in the military and am DYING to express myself artistically. WHAT DO I DO. sorry my thoughts are so scrambled here.