i threw his smoothie at him because i was angry.

throwaway. my son is a little over a year old. he is SUCH an easy kid, and i consider myself lucky. i left my beloved career to be a SAHM, and my husband works. the only adult i speak to is my husband. my friends don't have kids, so no one reaches out to me anymore. they think i'm busy with the baby. i talk to a toddler all day, every day. husband helps out with the house and baby, but you know how it goes- it ultimately all falls on me. i made the baby breakfast. toast, some fruit, and a smoothie in a straw cup. he threw the cup on the floor. i pick it up, and give it back to him. he looks at me, and throws it on the floor, and this time, the lid pops off ever so slightly, so it's leaking. i pick it up, and throw it really hard on the high chair tray. he's covered in smoothie. along with the floor, walls, dog kennel, high chair, etc.

i've never done anything like this. i wasn't even mad at him. i just weirdly lost my shit. i cleaned up everything, and give him a bath.

it was so strange, and i'm not sure what came over me, but i had to let someone know.