I met a boy

And I am so happy. I'm terrified of jinxing it. We went on a date for coffee and I lost 3 hours with him. I couldn't believe it, the conversation just flowed. We have so much in common, I was genuinely losing hope I would find someone and then I met him. He's down with my crazy life, he's not judging me, we're into the same crazy shit in bed, he's down for me not wanting kids, like he's just perfect. But I've also met him once and even though the conversation is so easy I'm so afraid he's going to turn out to be a psycho, or it'll just fall apart. I don't want to say much to my friends, I don't want to look dumb when it all falls apart, but I'm really really excited to see what happens. It's been a long while since I even considered a relationship. Thanks for letting me tell someone!!