Ddlg breakups are the hardest

Im not necessarily looking for a daddy. I just needed to vent. Ive only been in two ddlg relationships. They both lasted about a month and the second daddy was much more my type but i just did something stupid and ruined it like i do everything. It just hurts because i know it was my fault it ended this time. I just wish i could find someone irl so he could fulfill my needs sexually. Its hard over the internet. I need more than a video of a dick, you know?

I think it's just the maturity gap between us. As i'm a younger teen and i talk to much older guys. Idk why i'm so shocked that nothing's working out. I knew it'd be difficult :(

Its so much worse than a "regular" relationship. I need to feel guided and i dont without a Daddy. Im so sensitive and stubborn and i just wish i was normal sometimes. That i wasn't into this stuff and that i didn't get so heartbroken so easily.

Well i guess that's it. I just needed to vent.Thanks for listening. Well, reading haha