Getting an opinion.

So I have a collection of misc. sharps and blades. You know what I mean... Anyways I have a friend who for whatever reason is really concerned about my self harm. The thing(s) is I don't cut super deep but I cut in volume, also it's almost on my hip bone so I likely won't hit anything major. A thing that I should have probably said about 2 sentences ago is that one of my biggest problems is that I have 0 sense of self worth. The way I explain it is that I am worth precisely Zero to myself, nothing more and nothing less. So with that in mind I always find it a bit unnerving when people care because why would, why should you care about me if I don't care about myself. Other people (friends) are worth so much more to me than I am to myself. A thing that I've noticed sorta recently is that whenever I hear something along the lines of "you're a good person" or some shit along those lines I feel really uneasy and actually sick. i found this out listening to some ASMR video because I can never sleep (neverending Tinnitus and faint bu there voices are a bitch) it came up and I almost vomited. I've got no idea why if any of you have an idea I'd love to hear it. Anyways on with the main point (by Odin's Beard I ramble a lot sorry bout that) I was considering giving her my "collection" to give her some peace of mind and also to keep my no harm streak going (woo 8 days). So I'm looking for an opinion: should I give her the whole set, should I give her a few or should I not?I've got no idea. Your resident lanky ginger. Stay strong and have a good day :)

Also i just realized what this subreddit's mascot is. Pretty fitting and kinda cute