To the guy that saved my life.

Until today another man held this honor when he helped me see the reasons to stop cutting. A few days ago i was running low and begun to talk myself into just quitting my job hitting the withdrawal highway in my bed. And starting fresh once i could be a human again. I was like near the 40 hour mark when i learned that you died. I was pretty dead set on trying to score once my check cleared at midnight prior to the news... And lets face it a few times after also. But i SAW you. You were a soft and gentle spirit.. Intelligent... Just everything. I was in shock i didn't peg you as a user since its some psycho sixth sense when you've been in it as long as I. I guess that's the thing.. Ive walked away so many more times than others have. And i guess i finally accept that we will all must choose to quit or die. So thank you.. For everything.