18/M from Canada, lonely and desperate

I finally turned 18 a few days ago. Sadly, I had no friends to celebrate my birthday with.

These past four years of sheer isolation has taken a heavy toll on me. I feel very damaged. Regardless, I am hoping that someday I will see the light.

Some of my hobbies/interests include physics, chemistry, biology, psychology, sociology and electronics.

My favorite tv shows are rick and morty, the flash, mr robot and legends of tommorow.

I also enjoy listening to psychedelic music and classical music.

I just want a long term friend with whom I can keep in contact with everyday. I don't want to be ghosted anymore.

I have made several attempts to message people on this subreddit, only to never get a reply back.

I mostly use discord, skype and kik.

Anyways, thank you for reading :|