I can't keep going anymore.

Today I found out I failed 3/4 of my courses this semester. Two of the failures I got close to passing but there are no supplementary exams. I feel like killing myself. I'm broke too, so retaking 2 courses over the summer, and overloading next year at my school (WHICH COST TOO MUCH) isn't an option and coop is reliant on GPA so I'm ken boned. Internships are non-existent around here. I really thought I would pass at least 3/4 of the courses and only one was going to be low but idfk what happened. I hate myself. Not sure what the point of this post is. Cautionary tale I GUESS. My second semester, 2nd year, looks like the end for me. I have no idea what to do with my life. I was really just getting comfortable and certain about my career and what I wanted to do, getting some confidence. All down the shitter.