I want you to be in my life forever.

You're the most amazing girl ever. You're smart and funny and just seem so damn perfect. Two years we never talked and when you texted me out of the blue one day, I was over the moon. It's weird how we became friends over two months as opposed to the two years we were together at school.

I've never been like this before, never really texted someone on a daily basis so I guess I did kinda get attached to you, besides having a huge crush on you.

It really sucks that we talk less and less, a few times a week in contrast to the hours we used to spend texting each other everyday. Now you're starting to seem disinterested a lot. I feel like a lot of the time it's just me talking. These short, closed replies make it seem like you don't like talking to me anymore so I never want to reply because I'm afraid I'll annoy you and we'll stop for good.

I should've just told you how I felt when I had the chance but I was so goddamn afraid of screwing up and losing you but I guess it's slowly happening anyways and it just makes me feel so terrible. I'm sorry things have gotten to this point and I wish we could've been something more because I think you're the only girl I've ever loved.